Relationships

Never been good at those. Probably for lack of experience.

Making mistakes seems to be the thing I do "best" in them.

It's mostly for lack of thinking, or selfishness. I could always blame it on my ADD, but it just doesn't cut it really.

I think it's like a monster in me that's trying to rebel. against what? against conformity maybe. against being tied up or domesticated. and it's not like I'm not. for the most part I am. domesticated that is. damn, it doesnt read that good.

But I do want a place to call home that includes more than just me in it. I want someone to take care of, and that want and does care for and of me.

So I keep on trying, and as I try I still make mistakes, but I also learn. sometimes not fast enough, or not well enough.



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